Dreams

Sometimes, I wonder what should we do in our dreams.

When we're asleep, our brain is rested and at some point dreams coming out to illustrate the desires and unfulfilled wishes.

Approaching closer to the wedding day, I'm excited and weary at the same time. It feels like a marathon which I know that my legs are hurt which my partner isn't caring for me... he runs and runs and runs - and makes fun of me when I can't run. I wonder what's in his mind and how can he not be able to see my needs to be carried...

Loneliness, abandonment, exile... last night, the choir had a retreat with Taize community materials. How nice that we can chant together, sing together, pray together, share together, and laugh together. We were talking about what things that we can do for God to transform the world to help others from being lonely, abandoned and put into exile...

Everyone is busy in their lives. At often times, we are left out and feel very lonely with our presence... How can we feel connected again and be well? Also, how can we help others first before being able to help our own self?

I honestly haven't been able to connect with Horace in our wedding dreams lately. We get bogged down with wedding details and things just seem to go into the water hole... energy is wasted coz we aren't on the same page. He doesn't understand about the points that I'm pushing forward... I'm alone and have to listen to the accusing statements that he makes of me, even in front of his friends. I feel sad, heartbroken, and torn... things aren't right!

Things aren't right when a friend of mine gave me a wrong number.

Things aren't right when a sibling chose to react in a scary way.

I'm glad that God is RIGHT!